Thursday, June 30, 2011

“Nothing changes in India fundamentally”

Interview with Dr. Anand Teltumbde

Mumbai-based Dalit intellectual, thinker, human rights activist and author of the book Khairlanji: A Strange and Bitter Crop, Dr Anand Teltumbde emails answers to R.K.Bijuraj’s querries on Dalit politics and situations. He critically examines the Dalit panther movement, Communists, Mayavathi and recent court verdicts.


“Nothing changes in India fundamentally”

What is the position of Dalits now in general? Do you think progressive changes happening around? Or facing setbacks?

Dalits more than ever before are a heterogeneous mass. Dalit was an aspirational quasi class term used for assimilating all untouchable people. When it was conceived, it represented fair amount of homogeneity in class terms. But now it represents comparable heterogeneity to that found in larger society, thanks to the reservation system and some other modernist schemes of the government which aggravated inequality in every strata of the society. Notwithstanding, a vast majority of Dalits, surely over 90 percent, are in bad shape because of the elitist orientation of the neoliberal state policies. They do not have access to good education, any hope to get a job therefore, the reservation is virtually gone (although there is so much clamour around it), rural economy of which they are part is in shambles, and even the caste atrocities, which could be seen as the manifestation of power asymmetry and function of general crisis, has been fast increasing. I do not see any progressive change happening since the last two decades of globalization. What appears good is happening only to a handful of elite among Dalits. Like their caste counterparts, they are also happy reaping some ‘trickle’ of the prosperity accruing to the top layer. Dalits as I see are suffering a serious set back in every field.

How can the caste system be annihilated? How do you go about it, politically?

Caste system can be annihilated by firstly negating it and then combating its remnant expression. What does it mean? It means that caste can never be annihilated by hampering upon caste, whether with an alibi of caste struggle or as simple innocence. To annihilate it, it needs to be transcended. Caste is basically a divisive category; it seeks hierarchy ad infinitum. It can never unite. The antidote to caste therefore is to use its opposite, class, which unites people in existential terms. This may sound difficult but is not so. It is the fact that Dalit could not be constructed by uniting all untouchable castes simply because we did not shun caste idiom. Once you bring in caste, you bring in caste consciousness and caste pride. These things will never let you unite. Stop using caste and try identifying people along class lines. You will find you can easily build a broader unity of people across castes against every social evil.

The practical way to achieve it is to gradually expand the forces against caste. The Dalit movement should overtly imbibe class orientation through a basic realization that they can never annihilate castes on their own, least in the present mode when they are divided in numerous subcastes. The left movement should see its role in anti-caste struggle through the fundamental realization that unless the vast mass of organic proletariat is liberated and joined them, they will never reach their goal of revolutionary transformation of the society. These movements have traversed along wrong paths so far and it should not be difficult for them to realize this in light of their failure. Their convergence itself will weaken the caste consciousness in society to a large extent. But it would still not completely rid it of caste, and would continue to manifest into some or the other caste atrocity. Such manifestation then should be combated by the Left unity with physical force. If the Left comes to the rescue of Dalits in their moment of crisis, it will dispel their misgiving about the Left and get them closer to the latter, in turn adding to the strength of the Left forces, which then could be used for suppression of caste expression. This spiraling increase of strength of the anti-caste forces should lead to eventual annihilation of castes.

Should caste struggles be violent or non violent?
Castes struggles historically have been internecine, in sense that castes fought in their vicinity for supremacy and left the exploiting upper castes unchallenged. Beyond this actual caste wars, the caste war becomes infeasible and hollow rhetoric. What is this caste war? Which caste is going to war against which? There has never been an instance in history of such a war. Those who speak of such a thing do not know what they are talking about. Violence or non-violence is immaterial to me.

Once we saw an active Dalit Panther movement. Any lessons to be learnt from the movement?
Dalit Panthers was a natural reaction of the Dalit youth emptying out of universities, facing a bleak future ahead in the times of upsurge in caste atrocities, lack of response from its mainstream leadership, and rising wave of rebellious movements all over the world. It was also natural that Dalit Panthers spoke militant language, inspired as it was by the Black Panthers in the US. However, they did not have any of the three strengths of which Ambedkar spoke in 1936 explaining the general weakness of Dalits, viz., organizational strength, financial strength and mental strength, to back their militant rhetoric. They stumbled upon a radical ideology through which they could have secured organizational (by getting the organizational strength backing this ideology) as well as mental strengths (ideology itself) but a section of it distanced itself accusing the other of forsaking Ambedkarite path of Buddhism. It exposed the ideological limitation of the Dalit movement. The Dalit Panthers thus actually died still death although it still survives in its name and degenerate character. In material terms it might not have secured any positive result, but in symbolic terms as a rebellion of the Dalit youth it shook the establishment to its foundations. The name and fame of Dalit Panthers is largely attributable to its potential threat to the system.
The lesson to be learnt from the failure of the Dalit Panther, according to me, is the incompatibility of the perceived ideology of the Dalit movement with the existential needs of Dalits. The section, led by one Raja Dhale, raised the issue of Buddhism as the ultimate path shown by Ambedkar and the Left ideology was antithetical to it. Buddhism had a huge emotional appeal because of its association with Ambedkar. Soon, the Dalit Panthers split and went on splitting thereafter as is expected of such a caste based organization. What survived of it is degenerate versions, its own antithesis, which performed the role of terminator of the Dalit movement on behalf of the ruling classes. It resurfaced in other States but approximately retraced the Maharashtra path before it died. Another important lesson to be learnt is that unless Dalits join hands with others of their class, they will never achieve their objective. The third lesson is that of strategy; the emotional outburst of militancy can badly backfire in absence of strategic back up of material strength.
The above does indicate what went wrong with the Dalit Panthers. To reiterate, it lacked ideological reconstruction commensurate with its radical programme. Mere emotional outburst is no substitute of cold blooded analysis. If Dalit Panthers had undertaken systematic analysis of what went wrong in the mainstream Dalit movement, it would have possibly brought up the issue of ideology and other wrongs that emasculated the Dalit movement. Although it spoke of a radical agenda, it remained rooted in marshland of castes and communities and failed to supplement its organizational strength.

How you reached to this anti-caste movement and Dalit consciousness. How you get in with?

Born in a family of landless labourers, I was naturally impelled to ponder over inequalities of various kinds that existed in our village. Actually ours was not a typical village as it had railway station, road connecting to a taluka town, lime factories and coal mines. It helped me transcend caste socialization and see though things in a rebellious mode. I got introduced to Marxism trough a biography of Joseph Stalin, which was given to me as a prize for standing first in the second standard. It was years before I got anything to read by Ambedkar. As there was no tutor for me in learning Marxism, I went in a dialectical way progressing gradually in theoretical and practical aspects, which inevitably threw up many incongruities that needed resolution. This process brought me face to face with the reality of caste consciousness blocking germination of class consciousness in people. Later, I was convinced that the basic duality of caste and class was the fundamental folly of the early communists. They failed to take into class analysis the specificity of social landscape of this land and instead applied the imported moulds to determine classes in India. Class analysis is to be done in a concrete situation obtaining in any country. If this was done, much of the castes could have been embodied within classes, eliminating thereby this unfortunate duality. If this had happened there was no need for parallel Dalit movement. The entire history of India would have been different.

I am convinced that without confronting this issue, nothing worthwhile will happen in the country. Castes have been a potent weapon in the hands of ruling classes to keep people divided. It is vital that this weapon is destroyed. Uniting the entire lowest strata as a class is the zeroeth requirement in the revolutionary project in India.

"In my field I have the highest qualifications but still remain a 'scheduled caste', you once said. Does the matter remain same now too? Can you elaborate?

Nothing changes in India fundamentally. Yes, that’s the fact. It is shocking to see even so called progressive people identifying you as a Dalit. That reveals how deep seated these feelings are. I have always been a top ranking student, always been sincere in what I did, always had a mark in whatever I attempted and had confidence to outpace anyone in an objective competition. But in practice I was shocked to see being outpaced by pigmies. How do you explain it? That I felt was caste that operates as a system of premium and discount. Actually, it is little complex than that. It is not simply being a Dalit that discounts you; it is being a Dalit with confidence that acts against you. It is the same age old notion that operates. The system protected you if you abided by your caste rung. It punished you once you defied it. If you are a Dalit begging for reservation, they might give you anything. But if you say you do not want reservation, they would damn you.

I hate to mix up my personal experience with social but some times it pains me to see pervasive hypocrisy in this country. I have always been radical and never talked about caste in a stereotypical manner. Most of my writings also are sans caste in that sense. And still I find being referred to a “Dalit’ writer as though that is my qualification. Do they refer to others by their caste? Then why should they identify Dalits by caste? It only reveals caste venom in their mind. Leave apart dog-eat-dog competitive paradigm of corporate life of which I have been a part, but you find it happening everywhere. An alumnus of IIM Ahmedabad taking up a social cause would get eulogy from every corner, press, the alumni community and so on. I have been thickly involved in these activities for the last two decades but have never experienced any appreciation of this sort. On the contrary, I get referred to as ‘Dalit’ this or Dalit that. An IIMA alumnus writing a story book gets highlighted as a writer, I wrote 18 books of long term consequence, nobody acknowledged me as such. I would not normally care for my subjective self but at some level you note the objective filth surrounding you.

While referring to Khairlanji incidents you used the word ‘Shock treatment’ in one of your interviews. Can you describe more about it?

This phrase appears to have caused a good deal of confusion. People thought I just advocated rape for rape or murder for murder in retaliation of a caste atrocity. This is complete distortion. Actually this ‘shock treatment’ was spoken in conjunction with the class unity of people working concertedly for annihilation of caste. The theoretical point I make is that caste as a social evil needs to be so internalized by the society at large. That can happen when you consciously shun its usage and try uniting people on the basis of their existential state. This move will detach the lower strata of the BCs/OBCs (who actually execute caste atrocities) from their caste elites who instigate them using their caste ties. This kind of ‘class’ unity across castes itself would act as a bulwark against caste. This outfit should consciously orient itself to take cudgel for Dalits to dispel their misgiving that ‘class’ has always belittled their woes. While such a move will go a long way in clearing the casteist atmosphere in villages, the caste culture of centuries might tend to thrust out its dirty neck occasionally here and there. Such instances would require forceful curbing by the class collective of people. Because without such a direct punishment, a physical hit, the perpetrators may not see the reason. They need to be shocked out of their cultural cover. In that sense I used ‘shock treatment’. If you analyse other way round, why caste atrocities happen on Dalits, you will find that they happen because the perpetrator is sure that there will not be any repercussion. If he sees the possibility of retaliation, he would not easily dare to do so. The law, the way it is operated is no deterrent to him. After all, law operates in the same social context. If caste atrocity happens because of social prejudice, the law enforcing machinery cannot be assumed out of it. It is only the structural equipment to deal with it on behalf of the victims can straighten matters. I have huge theory of cultural change to back up this dictum and equally huge empirical data to show that it works.

“Ayodhya verdict is one more instance of 'Design Justice'. The first time I used this term was for the verdict pronounced by Bhandara court in Khairlanji case”, please tell more about this?
Yes, in these days of neoliberal ascendancy the courts also appear to have imbibed market orientation. The judgements are getting out of legal bounds and patterned to cater to the ‘customers’ test’ and to suit the ‘market place’. In Khairlanji, the court while dismissing all possible grounds that would make it a serious case, had awarded six people death penalty. It said Khairlanji did not have a caste angle; it did not involve any conspiracy, and even the outrage of women’s modesty. Now if it was a simple case of murder happening out of a fit of rage, something unintended kind of unfortunate incident, it will never be construed as the ‘rarest of the rare’ case to warrant capital punishment. But the court still awards it. Because it knows people had an unprecedentedly massive agitation over the incident and were expecting the harsh punishment to the criminals. Already there was a discomfort among people over acquittal of all except eight, when everyone knew that entire caste village had pounced upon Bhotmange family and participated in a murderous orgy. They could be pacified only with an exemplary punishment like death penalty. It very well knew that it will not stand in the high court when it comes up for validation. It happened exactly that way. Dalits forgot all other things and rejoiced at the judgement by distributing sweets, the high court reduced the death penalty to life imprisonment for all but by then the public outcry had substantially subsided. It was thus a ‘design justice’ catered to the ‘market’!
In Ayodhya case also a similar thing can be seen. The three judge bench comprised two Hindus and one Muslim judge. They wrote independent judgements, which however converged to take cognizance of faith and belief of Hindus that Ram was born under the central dome of the ill fated Babri masjid. As a mater of fact, it was a property suit filed by thee contending parties, which could be easily decided on the basis of possessionary principle in absence of title documents. The issue of whether Ram was born at the site of Babri masjid (and precisely under the central dome) was dismissed earlier by the Supreme Court as ‘incapable of legal determination’ against the Presidential reference. But the Court went about doing the impossible. They engaged archeologists, got their report that there was a ‘place of worship’ beneath the masjid, and eventually went by faith and belief of Hindus to base their judgement. But they would still not go whole hog awarding the entire land to them as it would create uproar in other communities. So, it divided the disputed land into three equal parts and distributes it among all the contending parties, while giving the most important piece to the Ram Lallawallahs, who, backed by the Sangh Pariwar had publicly declared, ‘mandir vanhi banayenge’. The entire thing is outside the established principle of jurisprudence but could still pacify in short term all contending parties; whatever happens in the long term.

What do you say about the Dalit organizations and parties in India. In your opinion what are the demerits of these organizations?
There are numerous Dalit organizations and parties and that itself is a bad reflection of the movement they appear to constitute. They seem to whip up one or the other old stereotypes. For instance, they target Brahmanism but in abstract without knowing what exactly it means and where precisely it resides. Dalit parties thrive on rhetoric and emotional appeals to maximize political rent. They lost their moorings with people long ago and relish being tails of some or the other ruling class party. If some of them pose independence, they are all after the ‘bahujan’ that deadly product designed by Kanshiram for the electoral market. Impressed by the success of the BSP, many people have rushed after this winning formula. It has not worked for anyone. Even the success of BSP may not be attributable to it more than the specificity of caste demography of UP and its strategic handling of the electoral issues. But its attraction has not waned in the increasingly competitive electoral politics. The formula can still sustain high enough rent. In order to persist with this kind of game, you have to indulge in symbolism. They did it well in that. Ambedkar itself is constructed and packaged into a big symbol around which masses get mobilized creating an illusion that people follow these parties.

Demerits? As I see there is a demerit galore. The biggest demerit is that these organizations play with notions as a proxy of reality. For Dalits who are rooted in harsh reality it is a sad paradox. Those who are dishonestly running their electoral shops are better left to themselves.

A large section of Dalits and Adivasis are now with Maoists. How do you see this?

I am not sure about Dalits but guess they, particularly their youth, are attracted towards the Maoist path. There are no options left for them elsewhere. In 1960s in a similar state of mind they could articulate their protest in the form of Dalit Panthers. Today, the situation being far more difficult they do not have even that kind of option available to them. Look at their plight and you will see why of it. They do not have access to quality education, no hope of getting a reasonably secure job, no democratic space to raise their grievance and no mechanism to take cognizance of it. What will they do in such a situation? If they try to raise their voice, they are branded as naxalites and harassed. In fact the state, its police, is the single biggest recruitment agent of the Maoist. Most Dalit boys even before knowing what Maoism is all about get labeled as Maoist by police. They are not left any alternative than going underground as real Maoist. Scores of dalit youth who have joined ranks of Maoists reveal this help of police in making them Maoist.

Increasingly this is the kind of situation being created for the vast majority of Dalit and Tribal youth in the country. The blatant display of elitist development happening in the country just aggravates alienation in them. They do not have any structural remedy in sight. Their politics has become degenerate. They do not see prospects of extricating it from the ideological morass it is rooted in. Naturally, the uncompromising Maoist call for revolution appeals to them.

Do you have membership any organization and party?

I have been a part of some or the other progressive outfits that worked for the truly marginalized people like unorganized workers and slum dwellers right from my student days. I am still associated with number of them. But I am not a member of any party. I have been a member of a civil rights organization called Committee for the Protection of Democratic Rights based in Mumbai.

Do you ever feel the absence of an all India level organization or forum for anti caste movement and Human rights? If so what you can suggest?

Yes, I do feel that in view of the enormity of these issues there should have been an all India organization that coordinated the movement against caste as well as violation of civil rights of people. The current state of numerous organizations doing their bit is not necessarily bad but suffers from dissipation of energy. They could be effectively coordinated in a structural sense. Anti-caste movement moreover needs spectrum of efforts right from ideology to action, which cannot be managed by several small fragments.

I would suggest some organization could bridge this gap in future. But simply its emergence is no solution. It should evolve correct ideological perspective and develop capability to coordinate countrywide struggles against caste.


How do you see the National Bahujan pary,and Bharipa Bahuan Mahasangh floated by Prakash Ambedkar? And what you say about the fragmentation of Republican Party?

I have commented several times in past on the Bahujan Samaj Party through the pages of EPW and other periodicals. BSP certainly dazzles with its electoral success, which according to me is attributable to its brilliant strategy. I have gone so far as to say that it can teach a lesson or two in strategy to the so called stalwarts of the electoral politics. But I do not either attribute BSP’s success to its much flaunted ‘bahujan’ formula or see it as a party of Dalits. Just because it is headed by a Dalit does not make it a Dalit party. This ‘certificate’ based identities should be rethought by people. It is like any other ruling class party using people as its vote bank. BSP strategically treated Dalits as its core constituency and leveraged its benefit by bargaining with others from the position of strength. Nothing more. Neither it has ever claimed to be a Dalit party (it called itself a party of bahujans and now it claims to be a party of ‘sarvajan’) nor has it worked for amelioration of Dalits. Notwithstanding its propaganda, the situation of Dalits in UP remains as pathetic as ever during its rule. It still ranks first in atrocities against Dalits; it still churns out abominable example of caste atrocities. There are indications of Dalits getting disillusioned with it. All that may not happen abruptly, given the money and muscle power at its disposal, but it can never be avoided for long.

Bharip Bahujan Mahasangh of Prakash Ambedkar can be bracketed with all the ‘bahujan’ based parties. It has also its share of success in the form of ‘Akola Pattern’ but expectedly it has not endured for long. Prakash Ambedkar had a big appeal to Dalit masses because of his name but he failed to keep pace with masses’ expectations. No doubt he had to contend with the big bully in Maharashtra - Sharad Pawar, who used all his might to undermine him with his puppet in Ramdas Athawale. The strategic option for Prakash could have been to go out of Maharashtra and build a nation wide constituency and then take on Athawale in Maharashtra. It was quite doable if he had operated well. But he has failed in both, seeing it as a strategic option and trying it out in any other way. As a result, he has lost his stature even in Maharashtra. From here on to try anything will be only a uphill task for him.

Fragmentation of the Republican Party was its destiny once it failed to understand Ambedkar’s conception of it. Ambedkar, having experimented with the Independent Labour Party, which arguably was the first Left party in India claiming to be the working class party, the Scheduled Caste Federation (which had to be formed in the wake of complete ignorance of Dalit interests in Cripps Mission Report just because they remained unrepresented by their own party), conceived an idea of uniting all the non-Communist Left under a single political party, which he fancied as the Republican Party of India. Although he had begun his efforts in that direction, he did not live to see it born. In deference to his wishes, his followers founded the RPI in 1957 but it remained in the form of a scheduled caste party. It pains me observing that the so called Ambedkarites did not understand a basic fact that Ambedkar’s politics was primarily class based politics. While waging a relentless war against caste all his life, at no time in his life Ambedkar played caste politics. Unfortunately, his followers have reduced him to a protagonist of caste politics. They need to first understand Ambedkar. As regards RPI, it perhaps best illustrates the prowess of caste as a divisive category. One can see RPI splitting along the sub castes of its leaders in Maharashtra.

Do you believe that the dalit movements have nothing to draw from Gandhi's legacy? Was Gandhi’s role totally against Dalits?

I do not want to get into this futile exercise. I do not see anything in Gandhi that could be useful to Dalits in their project of emancipation. I will also not speculate about whether Gandhi was against Dalits. I may say that he was not. He was truly a sanatani Hindu as he confessed but much of it I suspect was contrived strategically to create mass appeal for him. Gandhi, more than anything else, was a shrewd strategist and he packaged his strategies in moralistic wrappers for the general mass appeal. Having said that, I would value a part of his vision about the need to prepare the society for discarding castes. I would not however take it in his moralistic way; I would take it as a part of the class struggle.
One of the serious criticisms against Dr. Ambedkar is that he didn’t take the Freedom Movement seriously.
While posing such a question, one must be clear about the content of the freedom movement and that of the anti-caste movement. The former primarily reveals replacing the colonial rulers by the native elites, whereas the latter indicates securing basic human rights for one-sixth of the population of the lowest strata. What sounds better and concrete? Ambedkar was never against independence of the country. He was rather one (unacknowledged though by the ungrateful nation) who had exposed the imperialist loot of the India by British colonialist even as a student. Basically he was suspecting the character of the Congress as anti-imperialist. He was acutely aware that the freedom movement led by the Congress was basically a ploy to secure power for the native elites --the landlords and capitalists. That is what precisely happened.
With hindsight at least we should understand what that freedom has been worth for the majority of people. Ambedkar was rather right in raising demand for the fundamental civic rights of the people condemned in India to subhuman level. In the contention with Communists he always emphasized that until we confront castes, class unity of all toilers cannot be achieved. We see it validated by times. As regards freedom movement, he had a simple argument that as they value freedom for the country, they should also mind that Dalits needed freedom. Can the argument be dismissed in light of what happened over the last six decades? It has been the freedom for moneybags to loot the country.
Is there a place for nationality, language and culture in caste movements? Do you think that dalits should go back to own culture to find the basis for emancipation?
These are all secondary matters. Among all such issues, the primary contradiction must be reckoned as caste versus Dalits. It needs to be resolved first. I do not give a damn to the bogey of Dalit culture. There is nothing lofty about Dalit culture that we should be upholding it. Ambedkar resolved these matters in his life time when he advised his followers to give up most of their customs and practices. I would accept modernist Ambedkar wholeheartedly than the bogus dalit culturists. Dalit is a pan Indian reality and it should be resolved at that level without getting confused about all these things. We will see when these issues assume salience. Presently they are not.

What is your view on the Communists and the Left in India?

Communist had a powerful ideology, the most advanced instruments for societal analysis but they miserably failed to make use of it. I suspect the Brahmanical orientation of our early communists, which lies in following the written word, incapacitated them in seeing the Indian social reality as something different than the word described. The fundamental folly they committed is to see caste as a relic of dying feudal system quite different from class. This created the unfortunate duality of class and caste, which no one understands how to deal with. The fact is that caste was and still is an integral characteristic of Indian society spanning across all aspects of life and hence should be incorporated in the class analysis. If this was creatively done, the history of India would have been quite different. Perhaps we would have had a revolution long back.
The unfortunate thing is that Left still vehemently clings to its worn out position. It will be celebrating century of its existence after 10 years, which at least should remind them that communist parties are not meant to celebrate centuries; they are meant to bring about revolutions. Mainstream Left is stuck in the marshes of electoral politics. There is a hope with the revolutionary Left. But their excessive reliance on militaristic methods is unnerving. The latter may not be avoided in the situation they are placed in but nonetheless they need to refocus on preparing masses for revolutionary politics.
Communists are not addressing caste question and considering caste will automatically annihilate as part of Class war. Vice versa, anti caste movements are not addressing class. What you say about this? What is your position regarding caste and class?

That is the big blunder both sides are committing. A little introspection should have made them realize it. But the fact that they have not, indicates how deep entrenched their obsessions are. I have provided practical way out of this situation. Although I fault the communists to have missed objective class analysis and an opportunity of incorporating anti-caste struggle within the class struggle, thereby obviating the need for separate Dalit movement, the history of last six decades cannot be wished away. In the prevailing situation, both these movements must realize their follies and objectively understand their destinies are intertwined. Neither Dalits can accomplish their goal of annihilation of castes without active support from the progressive forces nor the Left can accomplish their goal of revolution without the mass of Dalits joining them. The way of resolving this deadlock will be to orient Dalits to shun caste idiom and adopt class outlook and to orient the Left to see their duty to support Dalits in combating castes. Only this process can bring these two constituents closer and convergence into their politics.

We have seen Mayavathi's victory in U.P as a victory of Dalits. But there is lot of criticism against her on corruption, nepotism, opportunistic alliance etc. What you say about that?

As I said before I do not consider victory of Mayavati as the victory of Dalits. All the accusations against her rather reinforce my argument. They are the integral part of our system and should be seen as such. Why make an exception of Mayawati? She is playing the games all others play, doing all that what others have been doing. The only distinguishing thing perhaps is that she does it better than all of them.


What you say about the SARVAJAN SAMAJ, the slogan of Mayavathi? Is it a good step in the anti-caste movement?

What could sarvajan mean? Only the ruling class party can claim to work for the interests of all people. By declaring itself as such, BSP has discarded the mask of bahujan party. It is inconsequential for the anti-caste movement because primarily it is a ploy devised to play electoral politics.


We witnessed some kind of upsurge of Savanna Hinduism during and after Mandal period. Does the situation changed? Do you think the Sangh parivar and Hindu fundamentalism are facing setbacks?


Mandal was a manifestation of rise of the middle castes on the one hand and the increasing competition of electoral politics on the other. Socially, it was a retrograde step. It did create upper caste upsurge not against Mandal per say but against reservations as a whole. And as Dalits are identified with reservations, it easily tuned into its paradoxical worst, Dalits coming on roads in support of Mandal and getting beaten by the BCs who were supposed to be its beneficiary. Anyway, it helped the Hindutva forces in mobilizing support of the savarnas. The Rath Yatra of Advani catapulting BJP to power was all helped significantly by Mandal.

I do not think the situation is the same today. The Hindutva agenda has lost its steam. The Sangh Parivar is struggling to replace it with something lasting but has not succeeded yet. The recent Ayodhya verdict amply proved that masses were not interested in Hindutva any more. It would be a folly to assume that the Sangh Pariwar has given it up altogether but certainly as of now it does not want to rely upon it as its major strategy. They will preserve it for some opportune time in future. Purely for the loss of issue of salience, the Sangh Pariwar has faced a setback but simultaneously the configuration of politics also has significantly changed. People give a damn to issues; they just opt for alternative hoping to escape their plight. BJP still stands as the only national alternative to the Congress at that level. That is good enough for them.

The issues of dalits, women and workers are interlinked and in wider sense these three came under the banner oppressed. But some people are considering these issues separately. Does it correct to separate Dalit question etc from the common goal?

In my opinion the common tendency among the so called progressive sections to bring in many such issues on par with caste is a deliberate attempt not to accord caste question any special importance. The gender, tribal, nationality, language, are all the issues but clubbing them with the caste smacks of deliberate tendency to undermine caste. Among several issues at any point there has to be a single issue that define principal contradiction, which craves for resolution. Those who bring in myriad issues on par with caste should be seen as apathetic to take up caste issue and seen clearly as anti-Dalits. The time has come to tear the progressive masks of people.

I agree with you that all these issues can be seen as interlinked. But even if they are not, they can be prioritized. You cannot jumble them up and land up doing nothing.

The main victims of globalization are dalits and adivasis. But the dalit intellectuals seem to be non active with anti imperialist movement. Do you think it is right? What you say about.

Oh no, not only the Dalit intellectuals are not active in anti-imperialist movement, they appear to be the biggest supporters of globalization. I fail to understand their motivation in doing so but they are there singing paeans to the state policies. You are absolutely correct that Dalits and Adivasis are the main victims of globalization. It does not require much brains to understand that globalization is basically elitist. Ideologically it reflects the much maligned doctrine of Spencerian social Darwinism. If this much is understood, it follows that the lowest you are placed in social hierarchy, the hardest you would be hit. Anti-imperialism is something which dalit intellectuals barely understand. It did not belong to their lexicon. But they ought to understand at least what happens to casteism, their holy obsession. If you look at what globalization did to casteism, taking caste atrocities as proxy for it, you would find that casteism has been on consistent rise over the last two decades. The economic condition of majority of Dalits has certainly deteriorated. But these so called intellectuals would stick out their neck spreading falsehood that Dalits have benefitted by globalization. It pains me to see the intellectual bankruptcy and more so the intellectual dishonesty of this gang.

Some advocates conversation is a good method for annihilating caste. But the converted section remained as dalits in the new religion too. What you say about the conversion theory? Do you think Ambedkar's move was wrong?

Conversion has been taking places throughout history but that did not change the fate of Dalits any significantly. The only positive thing about conversion is that the tenets of no other religion sanctions caste discrimination as Hindu religion does. But empirically, there has been little difference. Muslims has castes, Christians have much worse of it, Sikhs are virtual Hindus as regards caste. No, conversion has not been the solution to caste problem of Dalits. It may reflect your protests but does not constitute the solution.

Dr Amabedkar’s view of conversion is not beyond controversy. He genuinely thought that castes are sourced from the religious scriptures of Hinduism and hence would be difficult to destroy unless these scriptures were destroyed. The conversion therefore became the alternative. When he made a historic declaration that he would not die as Hindu in Yeole in 1935, it had created a lot of confusion among his own activists. He therefore called a big conference in Mumbai in 1936 to explain his rationale to the activists. His entire explanation was based on the existential solution to the problem of Dalits who suffered discrimination and atrocities from Hindus. Analyzing their weakness as the basic cause behind their plight, he proposed a communitarian solution of merging with some existing religious community by embracing the latter’s religion. When he actually converted two decades later to Buddhism, which did not have a community in the country, this explanation did not apply. Howsoever this historical incident is seen, the conversion of Dalits to Buddhism has barely changed their plight. On the contrary, it is seen as a cultural assertion of Dalits and responded to with atrocities by the caste Hindus as in the case of Khairlanji.


We have recently witnessed all kinds of revivalism and religious fundamentalism. Muslim fundamentalists are coming to the forefront on some issues. What you say?

In my analysis this is the outcrop of neoliberalism. These policies create crisis for majority of people. The free market paradigm creates uncertainty and insecurity in people which impels them to seek support of occult forces like gods, religion and seers. This is one way to explain the surprising rise of fundamentalism and market for the godmen all over the world. The other way is the intrigues of global capital to secure its rule by deflecting attention of people from the core issues. Islamophobia over the world is certainly a product of these intrigues. It additionally serves to tighten the administrative grip over the people in the name of security. The security syndrome built over the last two decades has systematically eroded the democratic spaces available for the people.

How you evaluate Kanach illaya's position on Buffalo Nationalism? Really, do you feel some section of intellectuals making caste issue in to dalit fundamentalism?

I do not agree with Kancha Ilaiah’s phraseology of Dalit Baujan or his theories about their culture being superior to that of the upper castes. It is really not true. I would not subscribe to anything which is based on caste or which promotes caste pride, even though it is from and for Dalits.

What are your coming works?

I do not plan books. My books happen. Everything that I have written has a heavy context of some contemporary problem. My profession does not go well with this business of writing books but still I have to find time for my commitment to people. Recently, Zed Books have published my new book - Persistence of Castes. Some of my half written stuff might be completed this year. They are: Science and Technology in Ancient India, Understanding Ambedkar, Caste and Modernity, and a few others.

Please tell about your family, living conditions etc.


I live in Mumbai with my wife Rama and old parents. We have two daughters: Prachi is doing her MD in GS Medical College, Mumbai and the younger Rashmi is studying in University of Virginia in USA for her undergraduate degree. She has been a top ranking junior Tennis Player.

Thursday, June 9, 2011

'A positive secularism should be based not on Gandhi and Nehru but on Phule, Ambedkar and Periyar'

sociologist Dr. Gail Omvedt, emails answers to BIJURAJ's queries on Mayawati, dalit movements, Hindutva and the modern-day communists.



What is the position of Dalits now in general? Is theirs a story of progress or setbacks?


I think there are many instances of progress. One of these is Mayawati’s victory. Questions could be raised about her strategy but there is little doubt she has electrified dalits all over India and sent a scare to Congress and other parties in the establishment. This carries a speck of dalit movement in politics, and it should not be ignored. A dalit woman as CM, in striking distance of becoming the PM, is a major achievement.
But there are also many negatives too. Many activists may feel the need of ‘Shudra’ or a ‘Bahujan’ alliance, a dalit-non Brahman alliance, to annihilate caste. But this alliance appears to be in tatters today. The mental backwardness of the backward castes, their ongoing mental slavery to Brahmanism, remains a problem, illustrated by Khairlanji and numerous other atrocities. Unless this is overcome, there can be no real victory. The UP majority was possible because of the particular caste equations there – 20% SCs, 12% Brahmans, 12% Thakurs. This is true of much of the “Chamar” belt, and so BSP’s strategy makes sense. But the same strategy cannot work elsewhere.
There are also differences within the Dalit castes. The Mala-Madiga conflict has become so severe in Andhra that some Madigas are demanding that Malas be taken off the reserved list. Similar splits can be seen elsewhere, for example among Matangs and Buddhists in Maharashtra. Nor is there any sense of a Dalit unity in regard to demands to include Dalit Christians and Dalit Muslims in the reserved list. While the courts are barring additional reserved seats, the response of many dalit organizations has been entirely negative. There is the need for a sense of solidarity.

There is the other side to Mayawati’s victory: corruption, nepotism, opportunistic alliance. Also ‘sarvajan samaj’, her controversial slogan.

Politics is a dirty game; I don’t think she is more corrupt than any of the other political leaders.
When Babasaheb said that dalits should become a ruling community, he meant that they should not simply take up their own demands but keep the interests of the entire society in mind. He continually stressed the harm that the caste system has done in terms of not just oppressing the subalterns, but in ruining the entire society. In this sense, Dalits can and do represent the “sarvajan.” It also has to be remembered that a political party does not represent a section of the society but should set the agenda for entire country. The call for a “sarvajan samaj” is part of an effort to mainstream the BSP. I, for one, would be delighted if the BSP could emerge as the real alternative to Congress, not just as a party protesting for the dalits.


BSP used Hindu upper caste symbols and depictions for its election campaign.


Yes, but Dalits also need to use the symbols. They could point out that “Naga” was also a word for elephant in the Pali literature (see the Dhammapada) and that Buddha was called “mahanag.” “Hathi naahi Ganesh hai…” Ganesh is, originally, a non Aryan deity. It can be used to symbolise the original casteless, classless society— ganvyavastha din, gan pati as “the people as ruler.”



How can the caste system be annihilated? How do you go about it, politically?

Babasaheb Ambedkar had given two methods in his essay on the subject. One is inter-caste marriage. Once this has gone far enough castes are rendered meaningless. He also argued that it is necessary to renounce Brahmanic Hinduism. Become a Buddhist, Christian, Sikh or a Muslim but renounce the shastras. I’m not sure if it is enough to be an atheist since Brahmanism has been effective in absorbing atheism. Sociologically speaking, atheism does not provide the kind of family support that is necessary. People go back to old ways. Of course, it may be argued that Brahmanism also absorbs and co-opts Buddhism and Christianity. But when the majority of the country is consciously non Hindu, we will see a different picture.

This has to begin from within the political sphere. There should be an end to Brahmanic Hinduism practised in schools, appearing in texts, and in subtle and not-so-subtle ways. Policies of affirmative action are needed to break the historical links of caste and economic occupation and position, to bring the people on an equal footing. This should apply to the defence, science and the corporate sector.

I don’t think changing names makes much difference. My analogy is “Harry Potter”. These English names bear the imprint of old occupations, but nobody takes them seriously anymore. In American culture and, to some extent, the English culture people take pride in having ancestors who were working class. We rose by our own efforts, they say. This is not true in India, where people prefer royal or Brahmanic ancestors!


How are the Sangh Parivar and fundamentalism faring at the moment?

I think they have had setbacks, but unless there is some positive response these could be only temporary. The problem is that the Hindutva feeds on the disgust people have with the Congress; and the “soft saffron” position adopted by so many Congressmen. So as long as Congress remains what it is, and there is no real alternative party, the opposition BJP and the Parivar will benefit. The basic problem here is that we cannot really distinguish between “Hinduism” and “Hindutva,” Why, for instance, was it the land of Gandhi, Gujarat, which had the pogroms? My disillusionment with Gandhi really climaxed then. And in this sense Congress is the child of Gandhi, more than of the so-called “secular” Nehru. A positive secularism has to be fostered, based not on Gandhi and Nehru but on Phule, Ambedkar, Periyar and other dalit-bahujan intellectuals.

Do you believe that the dalit movements have nothing to draw from Gandhi's legacy? Was Gandhi’s role totally against Dalits?

Yes, almost entirely. It is a fact that Gandhi was the first major opponent of Ambedkar. After the round table on the issue of separate electorates, and when Ambedkar announced his conversion, it was Gandhi who was his most vocal opponent. The Hindu Mahasabhba accepted his conversion to Buddhism.

One of the serious criticisms against Dr. Ambedkar is that he didn’t take the Freedom Movement seriously. His priority lay in the uprooting of the caste system.
Without annihilation of the caste system there is no real freedom.


Is there a place for nationality, language and culture in caste movements? Do you think that dalits should go back to own culture to find the basis for emancipation?

What has to be remembered is that local cultures and languages are so heavily colonised by Brahmanism that it is hard for dalits to find their own traditions. Caste discouraged change and innovation, forced people to remain in their place. Of course there are positive elements, the histories of rebellion and dissent, but these have to be recovered from brahmanic cooption. For example, in Maharashtra the varkari movement— with Namdeo, Cokhamela, Tukaram and the like—symbolized a revolt against caste, but much of this has been lost to history. The temple remains controlled by Brahmans. In Karnataka, the Lingayat movement began with Basava’s revolt against ritualism, polytheism and caste, symbolised by an inter-caste marriage that led to a state repression and a popular revolt. But now the situation is such that when a writer proposes that Basava may have been a dalit, he is met by strong protest. Thus the traditions have to be fought for. This can be done, I think, only with the help of a universalistic culture: dalits need to use the world as their stage; learn computers, English – all of which are necessary to transform the local cultures.


What is your view on the Communists and the Left in India?


They are hardly communists. I don’t know if they even read much of Marx any more. Their protest against globalisation, for example, had tended to seek solace in the old state capitalist societies, looking to the nation as an alternative to a global order. I remember their predictions about globalisation in 1991 – that the Indian capitalists would be “eaten up” by international imperialism, there would be overwhelming price rise and so on. This, of course, has not happened. Indian capitalists are doing quite well, though inequalities have increased. They have failed to focus on the real problems of globalisation, the way old imperialism based on the competition of dominant nation-states with their colonies, has transformed itself into Empire (in the words of Antonio Negri), and is taking on new forms of integration, developing new methods of production. We have to go forward, not backwards. They seem to waver between simply accepting all the multinationals and investment – leading to Nandigrams – and holding to the old forms of state capitalism, in which a Brahman-controlled public sector was perceived to be socialistic. And there is no evidence that they have really changed their old positions on Ambedkar, dalits, caste and gender.



Should caste struggles be violent or non violent?

Whether a struggle is nonviolent or violent depends on the response of the class/caste enemy, and what people are ready for. Switching to violence when there are opportunities for peaceful mass struggle and parliamentary politics doesn’t work, I think – except in backward societies such as Nepal.

Once we saw an active Dalit Panther movement. Any lessons to be learnt there?

We can say that the Dalit Panthers were an immature though militant and energetic movement. They were not organised enough; they very quickly broke up into factions. They represented the aspirations of the period but had no real strategy. Afterwards, the youth from those Mumbai slums said, “We didn’t know what was in the manifesto. All we knew was that if someone put his hand on your sister, it was to be cut off!”



Tehelka
Posted on Sep 12, 2008

“All the dire predictions of communal carnage made in my film came true”

On issues ranging from communalism to corruption, Anand Patwardhan’s uncompromising documentaries have always functioned as a sort of early warning system. But thanks to a hostile State and a largely indifferent media, those warnings have gone largely unheeded, and at a heavy price. A committed activist-filmmaker from before the period of Emergency, he speaks to Bijuraj about the difficulties faced by documentary makers and the need for civic consciousness, among other things.



What do documentaries mean to you? Are you satisfied with them as an artist?
My entry into the world of the documentary began as a means of political, social intervention and thirty odd years later this is still a primary motive. If I am not satisfied with the results, it is not because of a failure of the medium, but because of the limits that our system puts on the distribution of such films. All my films are badly under-utilized and hence did not had the impact on the real world that they could have had.

How do you evaluate the Indian situation before and after In the name of god (Ram ke naam)? Has the situation changed? Do you think the Sangh parivar and Hindu fundamentalism are facing setbacks?
In the name of god was made in 1991, one year before the demolition of the Babri Mosque. It was meant to be a warning to the nation and to the world about the dangers of rising Hindutva in India. Unfortunately the film was not screened widely (Doordarshan refused to telecast it in time) and all the dire predictions of communal carnage came true. Had our rulers and media gatekeepers been genuinely secular, this and other films like it would have been screened widely and done the job of exposing the corruption of politicians who use religious hatred for personal gain.

Instead the film was suppressed and India went through more than a decade of Hindutva dominated rule. Now the RSS/BJP has lost power at the Centre and appears to be disintegrating with many of its leaders trying to grab a share of the loot, but much of its hate politics has infiltrated into the system. The Sangh placed key people into positions of power, the judiciary, the media, Doordarshan, everywhere. These people continue in office and have even entered other political parties. In the recent UP elections, it was reported that in one constituency all the candidates - BJP, BSP, Samajwadi and Congress – originated from the RSS!

We have recently witnessed all kinds of revivalism and religious fundamentalism. Muslim fundamentalists are coming to the forefront on issues like the burkha. Do you feel it is the time now to make a documentary called ‘In the name of Allah’?
Because I attack Hindu fanatics does not mean I have a soft spot for Muslim, Christian or any other fanaticisms. One must realize where one is located. Over 80% of Indians are Hindus, 13% Muslims and under 4% are Christians or Sikhs. Obviously the greatest danger of genocide or ethnic cleansing comes from the largest group. If I lived in Pakistan or Bangladesh I would focus on Muslim terror. In the US and UK I would focus on the Christian Right. In India I must primarily warn against the Hindu Right. I say primarily, because it’s not that I am oblivious to other communalisms. My film In Memory of Friends looks, in part, at Sikh extremists and Father, Son and Holy War looks at both Hindu and Muslim fundamentalism.

Another reason why I am more open in my critique of Hindutva is that I am a Hindu by birth. So my critique is potentially more effective than criticism of the “other”. Similarly Muslim critiques of Muslim oppressive laws have a greater chance of being taken seriously. So in Pakistan there is an effective movement against the sexist Hudood ordinance and in India there are many Shah Banos and Shahnaz Sheikhs fighting for women’s’ rights.

What are your political affiliations? Do you think that JP’s line is sufficient? You speak a lot about Gandhi. Don’t Gandhi and socialists have different class characters? Is total revolution possible?
In 1974 I joined the JP movement because at that time I saw it as a democratic upsurge against the corrupt Congress rule of the day. Initially the movement had many socialists and leftists in it but JP was confused and allowed the entry of rightists like the RSS. JP had been a Marxist and a strong critic of communalism but during the Bihar drought in the mid 60’s he had come across dedicated RSS workers doing drought relief work and was impressed by this. When I argued with him in 1974 about the RSS he told me that he felt the communal orientation of the RSS was capable of being transformed. Of course history has shown that JP was wrong. The RSS used JP, gained legitimacy by their association with him, grew in strength and eventually in the 90’s this ideology that killed Mahatma Gandhi came to rule India.

As for whether Gandhi and socialists or communists have different class and caste character, I think if you analyse the leadership of all these movements you will find that upper castes still dominate even in the Left in general and most leaders of all parties are also from middle to upper class backgrounds. So Gandhi is no different. If you mean whether his politics reconcilable with Left thinking, in my mind it is. It really depends on what parts of Gandhi you accept and what you reject. If you carry out this exercise with the Left as well, something close to a new politics of liberation can emerge.

We see the Left becoming an oppressive force in different situations like Singur in W.Bengal and the ADB Loan issues in Kerala. What is your reaction to it?
The old understanding of Left and Right has lost meaning. The Chinese Communist Party today is practicing capitalism with more gusto than anybody in the world. Singur and Nandigram show us that the CPM is keen to emulate China. Why on earth does our country need another motorcar driven by petrol or diesel? The only thing I’m willing to concede is that our Left remains a bulwark against communal forces but even in this sphere they are doing far less than the necessary.

There are many struggles happening all around India. For example, movements like NBA, and that of Dalits and Advasis, Naxalites like People’s War and the national liberation movements of Manipuris, Nagas etc. Do you think that a new India is in its embryonic stage and a new movement is needed to assimilate all this?
Before I answer, I want to reiterate that in pronouncing judgments in an interview like this I am well aware that my opinions hardly matter in the world. I am thinking aloud for my own clarity. Personally I am emotionally and intellectually tied to movements that are non-violent in principle. This does not mean I don’t understand why some people turn to armed struggle. Abject conditions in many parts of our geographic region and the total non-response of the State to the just demands of people are the main causes of violence. But I really believe that violence and even the psychological admissibility of reactive or retributional violence dehumanises us all. It even clouds the thinking of otherwise intelligent persons. For instance Arundhati Roy in a recent interview spoke disparagingly about virtually all existing non-violent movements and went so far as to call Mohandas Gandhi “perhaps our first NGO”. When you visualise yourself on the side of armed struggle, even if you don’t physically participate in it, I think you become an authoritarian in your thinking, someone who can write off those who disagree with you as “counter-revolutionary” and therefore deserving of the ideological guillotine.

This is not to say I have not admired the courage and dedication and romance of people like Che Guevara and Bhagat Singh. It is just that I unequivocally prefer the path chosen by Gandhi, Ambedkar, Martin Luther King, Salvador Allende and Shankar Guha Niyogi. I must be able to practice what I preach. I cannot ask working class comrades to be fodder for our cause while I exercise the privilege of being a supporter who is not prepared to participate in armed struggle or live an underground life. So while I will continue to defend the civil liberties of all citizens, even of those accused of violence, and protest against the State when it uses means like encounter killings, torture and illegal detention, I cannot in truth support the ideology of armed struggle, even when the cause is just.

As for national movements, I think these should be analysed case-by-case rather than put into one big basket. Is a group economically exploited and culturally suppressed? Wherever there is such suppression, people will seek common ground and if this happens to be colour or culture or language or religion, it makes the glue stronger. But once the immediate oppressor is defeated there is every danger of a dominant group within the broad movement becoming an oppressor of its own minority. In every nation there are sub-nations. So how far do we go? Ideally, if we believe in democracy, everyone should have a choice to choose their country and even create their own new country as long as minorities are fully protected, freedom of movement and the right of secession is granted.

I prefer the idea of breaking down borders rather than erecting new ones. If poor Bangladeshis cross into Assam they threaten the culture of the Assamese and a nationality issue is born. We forget that these are human beings who occupy the earth, who move in large numbers, not out of choice but out of calamity and necessity.

As long as those who are oppressed use the nationality issue for the temporary purpose of binding themselves into a cohesive resistance force, I am comfortable with the idea of nation. So I support the Black nation, the Dalit nation, the Adivasi nation. But the idea of nation should not outlive the oppression that gave birth to it. The Jews of Europe had reason to fight anti-semitism and genocide during World War II but can we support the Jewish nation of Israel in its efforts to rob Palestinians of their nation? Muslims have reason to unite under Islam as a way to resist the US in Iraq but can we subscribe to the idea of a pan-Islamic state that uses interpretations of religious law to override basic democratic rights and procedures?

Maoists argue that the democracy practiced in India is fake. Having witnessed the time of Emergency, what is your take on this?

I think people like me recognize that the democratic rights we enjoy personally have never really extended to the working poor. But even the limited rights that we in the middle class enjoy are valuable and need to be protected. When Maoist revolutions succeeded they did not respect the rights of dissidents from any class. Pol Pot in Cambodia was the worst example but much of that happened in China cannot be wished away either. Nepal is still emerging and the verdict must be withheld till the picture becomes clear, though there seems to be some real hope for progressive democratic solutions.

You have won against several court proceedings. However, the judiciary has been unjust in several verdicts that were pronounced against people’s interests. Considering this do you think one should depend on the judiciary system?

It would be silly to be ideological about the act of going or not going to court. We have to fight with all the means at hand. In some situations when the masses are with you, you may bring about a change by the force of numbers. In other situations, a legal change may be brought about by only a handful of players. The courts are meant to be one of the safeguards in any democracy. Of course, it is far from infallible. In our country as in other parts of the world we have seen how courts often become subservient to the interests of the rich and powerful, and the State. But as Constitutions go, ours is a good one, drafted by none other than B.R. Ambedkar. Freedom of expression in particular, is enshrined in it.

So for writers, playwrights, filmmakers, it would be irresponsible not to utilise this to prevent our works from being censored. My winning so many court battles against censorship has certainly helped to expose the censor board and the government. This could not have happened had I not engaged with the State and held them to their word as enshrined in the Constitution. If you want to be heard widely, it can’t be done by opting out of the system and screening only abroad or in your own tiny circle of the like-minded. Because of our court victories especially against Doordarshan, millions of Indians could see films that otherwise would have been denied to them. On the other hand if the courts had not upheld our Constitution, I would certainly continue to screen by any means necessary.

You have written about “Intellectual Brahminism”. Do you think it is dominating India?
It is everywhere. You don’t have to be literally upper caste to practice it. All you have to do is accept the development paradigm - with nuclear weapons as the epitome of scientific achievement, pesticide/fertiliser/genetically modified seeds/heavy irrigation as the epitome of agriculture and the share bazaar as the indicator of economic health. In the field of art and cinema also this Brahmanism can be seen in the demand for more “artistic” work as opposed to what is dismissively deemed as “agit-prop”, as if art and politics could ever be separated.

You have spoken out against the capital punishment of Afzal Guru. Why?
I have always stood against capital punishment regardless of who the victim is. The first time was during the Emergency when Kishta Gowd and Bhoomaiah, two landless peasants were hanged in Andhra Pradesh. In India, the strongest argument against capital punishment is to look at the class and caste background of those executed. They are invariably from the lower strata. On the other hand, I do not know of a single rich person whom the State officially murdered. This fact alone makes the practice of the death penalty unconstitutional. It violates Article 14, which demands equality before the law.

What are the general problems documentary filmmakers face? How successfully are they able to reach the ordinary people, especially in remote villages? Do you ever think of releasing your documentary in theatres?
The main problem documentary filmmakers face is not at the production but the distribution phase, especially if the filmmaker is actually concerned about getting work screened beyond the festival circuit. That is when the real journey begins. I have spent as many years showing my films as I did making them, traveling widely in India with projector and print in tow. We did many rural screenings, sometimes even in places that lacked electricity, but urban screenings have far outnumbered the rural. In the early days we got huge audiences. After the advent of satellite TV, the spontaneous public that comes out for one off independent screenings has diminished, but it still remains substantial where there are well-organised groups to do the publicity and planning.

Theatrical release is definitely an option for the future. We did a limited release of War and Peace for one week each in two cinemas in Bombay to test the waters. It was a big success in terms of audience, but it is not economical as yet because theatres are not equipped with video projectors and these have to be hired. Our gate receipts were just enough to pay for this and for limited publicity.

Do you think some kind of innovation is required in the field of documentary filmmaking?

I think all those films, which set out to be made not because they have a sponsor, or someone wants to make a career, are interesting. Some may lack technical skills and may have a tiny budget but you can still see the integrity behind what is being said. The films I find less interesting are those that are increasingly made these days because market savvy filmmakers have figured out what sells, what gets critical acclaim in international forums. Innovating with “form” without having something particular to say leads to insipidity. In some circles this self-conscious activity is dubbed as “art” but personally I do not trust art that consciously sets out to be art. Hype creates this art. Art created unconsciously, as a by-product of an attempt to reach out and communicate, is the art I value. You can see the pain in the works of Van Gogh, the reason and resistance in the poetry of Kabir, the self-respect and dignity in the documentaries of Alanis Obamsawin.

You had an offer to make Bandit Queen before Shekhar Kapoor. Why did you hesitate to do that?

It is always easier to get funding for commercial fiction films than for documentaries. If you look at Bollywood you will see many first-time filmmakers with no experience at all, entrusted with huge budget productions. In a sense this is possible because there is a whole industry and all things are in place, from technical crew to the actors, people know their roles. So all you have to do is be a good manager. This is unfortunately one of the skills I lack. For me filmmaking has always been a fairly personal activity. I produce, shoot and edit my own films so it is like a home production. I am reluctant to get out into the world and work under the pressure of other people’s money and time constraints.

Some call you the Michael Moore and Fernando Solanas of India. What do you say to that?

I am a great admirer of Michael Moore’s refusal to be marginalized. He has managed to push his films and books - and through them, his ideas - right into the mainstream. He had the guts to stand up on Oscar night and denounce the US invasion of Iraq. His continuing opposition to the policies of his government has made him plenty of enemies including some who masquerade as film critics. And yet I cannot honestly say that I love all his films without reservation. I love his sense of black humour generally but there are moments in some of his films where I think emotional weight has been sacrificed at the altar of sarcasm.

Michael is a later generation from me, but Solanas on the other hand was a contemporary. Around the time I began to make films I did see his Hour of the Furnaces. I appreciated its directness and its sympathies, but I remember not liking the form very much as it bombarded the viewer with slogans, rapid-fire cutting and authoritative textual interventions. In contrast, Battle of Chile (1973) by Patricio Guzman combined the fine art of observation and analysis with the convictions of one who stood squarely with the Resistance.

Earlier IPTA like organizations used to lead people in the cultural field. Do you think presently a similar joint movement of writers, artists, film persons and activists is necessary?

Movements like IPTA and the Progressive Writer’s Association grew at a time when the glue of socialism was rich and thick. Today’s world is far more commercial, fragmented and individualistic. From time to time common problems and aspirations bring people together but there is no broad movement to sustain this. Still, those who have affinity and trust end up in co-operations that are meaningful.

If you were not a documentary fimamker, then what would you have been?
I have no idea. I’m lucky to have stumbled upon a medium that gives me so much pleasure while sustaining in me the illusion that at least potentially, all this is for the good of the world.

Tehelka
Oct 13, 2007

Alternate View

In an interview with BIJURAJ, South African poet and activist Shabbir Banoobhai on religion, writing and freedom of speech



Your poems seem deeply rooted in Sufism...

Most people who read my work make the same observation about it that you have just made. Therefore there must be some truth in it. Personally I never consider my writing as being rooted in Sufism, though in some way it might be. The reason for my reluctance to do so is that I do not consider myself worthy of being considered in the same company as those who have true closeness to the divine. My own love for the divine is still weak and fallible. I see myself simply as a very fortunate human being with a gift for understanding the spiritual, but my own spiritual development has far to go!

Again, your writing has a soft touch. You are a writer who speaks to the heart, with the heart. Is this an influence of your religious outlook?

I suppose since the over-riding theme of my writing is love (the essence of every spiritual belief), it is understandable that you would make such a comment. I once wrote that the journey of love is a “journey of the heart, in the heart, from the heart to the heart”. My formal religious belief is Islamic – I am a Muslim – and I try to be a good one – but my understanding, not only of Islam but of all religions, is that their source is one and their goal is the same - to help us see the divine everywhere (both within and outside us); to love the divine always; to be compassionate towards all; and to serve all of creation - men, women, children, animals and trees.

Can a writer change social thinking? Or have the ability to lead social change towards God and Love. Where would you want society to move in this respect?

I have already commented on the place of love and the divine in my life and in my writing. A writer can certainly cause social change. How effectively depends on the visibility his or her writing is given. Initially when this visibility is low the impact the writer makes is generally limited to a small circle of readers. But given time (and the building of a critical mass of writing) it is possible to influence many people, especially in this technological age. This is the reason why so many writers have their own websites. You have, I know, seen my own website: www.veilsoflight.com

As for where I would like to see society moving, I would like to see greater understanding amongst communities and nations. But this can only happen if there is meaningful communication based on respect for one another; so it is essential that we make the effort to know others and their deepest values and furthermore have the humility to learn from the values and wisdom of others.

You are a Sufi-like poet. But Sufism has faced attacks from some quarters among Muslims themselves from very ancient times, including from the Mughal King Aurangazeb. Do you think Sufism can bring people together? How would you respond to its attackers?

I think all ethical behaviour is good. Having a deep and profound understanding of who we essentially are, and why we are on this earth, is good. Translating that understanding into compassion (into active transformational love), is good. Being good, without even totally understanding why it is good to be good, is good. But understanding why (it is good to be good) is better, as it can help us to sustain our goodness when we are tested (in a crisis).

The name (‘Sufism’, or any other) we use to identify this process of inner transformation is immaterial. What matters is the outcome of the transformation – does it make us truly enlightened, more caring, non violent, more respectful of others, able to resolve differences peacefully (as well as able to see the blessings in some of our differences) – this is what would make Sufism or any other spiritual practice good – not its name.

If a spiritual practice leads to an inner transformation, to an inner goodness, that itself is good; but if it helps us to lead a life of active caring for others, that is better. If it does neither, then our practice is deficient. If our practice is deficient we should become critical of it ourselves, before others criticise us! If our practice leads us to both inner and outer goodness, to active caring, we should not worry about who is criticising us, even if that person is the most powerful person in the world.

Intolerance seems to be the defining quality of the present age. Taslima Nasreen and MF Hussein, amongst others, are facing attacks by ‘fundamentalists’. What do you say about this kind of intolerance?

Very often, the adherents of a religious community are faced with the challenge of having to respond to those who they believe (rightly or wrongly) are denigrating their culture, or beliefs, or revered books and personalities. Sometimes the criticism is indeed simply malicious, or vindictive. At other times it is the result of ignorance, or the result of some genuine misunderstanding of another’s beliefs. Sometimes, some perceived criticism is simply the expression of a scholarly difference, with no malice intended. Often, it reveals cultural differences – where, in some cultures, there is nothing truly sacred - (in the sense that a believer in another culture might understand the sacred) – where the right to ridicule the sacred itself (perhaps) is sacred.

When responding (particularly to a deliberate, provocative, or malicious insult, or act of defamation) we should bear in mind that we cannot protect a loved one’s honour by becoming dishonourable in the process of protecting the loved one’s honour; and cannot become undignified in the process of protecting the dignity of our faith! Any response that is violent or designed to hurt another is therefore simply unacceptable.

What is your attitude towards poetry? How much can you expose of yourself in it? What is writing for you?


I love poetry because it is such a wonderful combination of art and music. In any art that expresses deep truths, the writer often bares his own intimate self to others. In such instances the language the writer uses itself reflects the state of his or her soul. This may, indeed, apply not only to writers but to all of us. There is always risk associated with every kind of communication but writers (knowingly or unknowingly) often both reveal and conceal simultaneously – the deepest and most sensitive things are effectively only revealed to the most sensitive reader – this itself affords the writer some protection as the sensitive reader has a spiritual kinship with the writer – while the less sensitive reader effectively only accesses that part of what the writer is saying that the writer is comfortable sharing with someone with such sensitivity.

While studying in college you were a revolutionary. What were your political beliefs? Have you changed your political views later on?


My political beliefs mirror my spiritual beliefs. I believe that we are all essentially divine. I believe therefore that we should not discriminate against people because of their race, religion or gender. I believe moreover that we have a duty to be compassionate towards every living creature and a duty to take care of others. I believe that God has given us the earth to live on as a trust that we have to respect and protect; and the earth’s resources are not to be abused or used selfishly. My political beliefs have not changed over the years because these spiritual beliefs have never wavered.

South Africa was notoriously racist. What is the current situation there? Does racism still exist? How much 'Black Consciousness' is there now?

Racism, thankfully, is no longer promoted legally – and consequently racism has decreased considerably since we gained our freedom in the first democratic elections of 1994. However racism has not been completely eradicated. This will take at least a generation as the older generation still lapses into racist practices from time to time. However we in South Africa are very fortunate as we have been dealing with our differences for centuries and there is a strong desire for the new South Africa to succeed; and there is great pride in South Africa’s new constitution which protects individual and group rights better than do many countries in the Western world.

The black consciousness movement arose during the era of apartheid when it was necessary to uplift the spirit of, and offer hope to, Black people who were almost regarded as non-people in many ways. The Black consciousness movement (and especially its most charismatic leader Steve Biko, who was ultimately murdered by the security police of the apartheid era, made Black people proud of their blackness and mobilised Black people to rise against the apartheid regime. Of course all South Africans are now equal before the law so Black Consciousness is not needed as a mass movement any longer. The pride of all South Africans now mostly comes from being South African and no longer from being black, white or brown.

Black power in South Africa is being seen as rotten as its predecessor. For example there have been many allegations against Winnie Mandela and other rulers. How do you react to this?

Abuse of power is inevitable wherever people exercise power. But this abuse is presently concentrated around specific individuals (sometimes well-known and in high places!) but it is nothing like the systematic abuse of power practised by the apartheid state and backed by its military might. Of course all abuse has to be exposed ad stopped.

What about South African literature? What are the new trends? How do you compare South African literature to international literature?


South African literature is currently flourishing at every level; both old and new writers are writing new stories; many of the new black writers are telling the stories of their lives and the history of their communities. And most other writers are also finding something new to say. Some writers are still searching for something as powerful to write about as apartheid - the system that has just been dismantled; some of the new writing celebrates our new freedom, some of the new writing is critical of the new elite for forgetting the less fortunate too soon. A South African writer J.M. Coetzee recently won the Nobel Prize for literature so South African writing is taking its rightful place internationally.

Recently there have been many attacks against and a great deal of criticism towards Islam. What do you have to say about religious fundamentalism? Is that also happening in South Africa? How do people react to this?

Religious fundamentalism whether espoused by Muslims, or by any other person of any other faith is ultimately destructive – not only does it adversely affect the image of that religion but unfortunately taints its adherents as a whole; and yet these adherents on the whole may be as good as (or better than) than their counterparts belonging to other faiths. Negative publicity is understandable if anyone commits an atrocity in the name of his or her religion; but not understandable where the publicity is relentlessly negative towards an entire community based on the misguided actions of a few of its adherents. When this happens it calls into question the bona fide nature of the criticism.

Presently Muslims in South Africa do not have to contend the same kind of negative perceptions of Muslims or Islam affecting Muslims in mainly Western countries. South African Muslims, like people of all faiths, contributed to the downfall of apartheid. People of faiths are treated equally before the law. South African are relatively well educated and this lessens emotional responses to problems relating to religious differences. Within the Muslim community there are many strong activists who respond strongly but peacefully to unfair criticism. South African society has learnt to encourage and protect the right of all its members to protest peacefully against unfairness and injustice. South Africans have been living with their differences for hundreds of years unlike the citizens of European countries facing waves of new immigrants they have not learnt to relate to; so South Africans no longer feel threatened by some of the minor issues that trouble the West – such as schoolgirls wearing Hijab or scarves!

We hear that an anti-imperialist struggle is emerging in different parts of South Africa. Is this correct? What is the position of mass struggle?

South African activists are starting to intensify the struggle against imperialism, global exploitation, and AIDS. It is interesting to note that even the South African government supports a number of causes that Western countries and many white South Africans still find difficulty accepting – such as support for the Palestinians - though many Muslims feel the South African government is still not doing enough. However South Africa’s quiet diplomacy regarding Zimbabwe is causing concern to many people who feel South Africa should be taking a tougher stance against Robert Mugabe’s government. The public activism cannot yet, though, be regarded as mass struggle in the same way as the mass struggle that developed against apartheid.

Since your family hails from Gujarat, you are probably aware of the happenings in Gujarat. How do you react to the violence, destruction and massacre?

What happened in Gujurat was a great tragedy; as was the bombing of commuter trains in Mumbai. To avoid this in future there is much that needs to be done:

– by religious leaders, who should promote the highest ethical behaviour in all their constituents towards every living thing, not just towards those who have different beliefs - a behaviour that does justice to the Divine essence in all of us;

– by politicians, who should be vigorously restrained from using communal and religious differences to achieve narrow political goals – goals that are short-sighted, divisive, and (often) essentially immoral;
– by the legislature, ensuring that the historic injustices of the past towards minorities are pro-actively, consciously, and conscientiously reversed at every level – social, economic, political and educational;

– by an education that not only focuses on teaching us how to achieve material prosperity but how to become refined and compassionate human beings, caring for others, honouring those of other faiths, and protecting the weak or the helpless: especially women and children, the newly born, and the not-yet-born.

How much has Indian culture influenced you?


I am also proud of my Indian heritage. Our broader family’s culture is still very Indian in many ways. The food we eat, the clothes we wear, the language we speak to our elders are all strongly influenced by our Indian heritage. We keep in touch with events in India by reading and following the news. Naturally we listen to Indian music and watch Indian movies, which have a strong following in South Africa!

What were your feelings when you were here? Have you any plan to visit India again?

I have visited India only once, in 1980. I loved it. At that time my uncle (my father’s brother) was still alive. He has since passed away. But I would like to visit his family again. When my wife and I were in Delhi on our last visit, one of our abiding memories was meeting India’s Prime Minister, Mrs Indira Gandhi. I had just had my first book published and decided I would like to present her with a copy. She was not in her office so we were directed to her home. When I explained to her staff who we were and what I wanted to do (present her with a copy of my book) they went to ask her if she would meet us and she did! So my book gained me a meeting with India’s Prime Minister. I think it is almost impossible, considering the security-conscious world we are living in today, that something like this can ever happen again!

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Posted on December 7, 2007

Poems And Politics

Poet Suzanne Roberts speaks to BIJURAJ on politics and what it means to be living in America today



How popular is poetry in the U.S?
Unfortunately, many people in the United States do not read poetry. People are afraid of it. I see this with my students. They automatically think that they will not understand it, so they immediately don’t like it. Of course once we read it together, they do like it. There is, of course, a small minority of people who are very dedicated to poetry. And it seems that there are many people out there who want to be poets as evidenced by the number of MFA programs and poetry contests. I think the majority of the poetry audience is comprised of poets or at least want-to-be-poets.

What is writing for you and how did you turn to it?
Writing helps me make sense of the world. I think it was EM Forester who said “How do I know what I think until I see what I have said.” I see writing as a way to figure out how I feel about things. I also see writing as communication. I am trying to convey an idea or a feeling in order to create a connection. Writing has come naturally to me because my father was a writer. He wrote and directed Broadway plays and towards the end of his life, he wrote soap operas. I grew up to the sound of a typewriter clicking, so writing has been ingrained in me since I was a little girl. As far as style is concerned, my poetry and even my scholarly essays are narrative, and I think that is because I like to tell stories.

Your poems often mix English with Spanish. How do you evaluate yourself with cultural values?

I have a series of Latin American poems that explore what it is like to interact with another culture, including another language. The title poem of my book “Nothing to You” juxtaposes an intimate relationship with a man from a Latin American culture with the narrator’s alienation from that culture; because of the situation, she is both inside and outside of the culture. The title “Nothing toYou” refers to what the taxi driver tells her, that the money for the hotel room is “nothing to her.” But the title is also ironic because the affair, the man on the side of the road, her lost faith (the Jesus with the scratched out eyes) is everything to her. When writing the poems, the Spanish words seemed necessary. In most places, though, I tried to incorporate the words so that someone who does not speak Spanish will still understand the words in context.

There seems to be a lot of Latin American influence in your poems...

I can say that I greatly admire the works of Gabriel García Márquez and Federico García Lorca, and I can only hope that by reading them, they have influenced me. The poem “A Story” parallels the unlikely love of Fermina Daza and Florentino Ariza. I think the novel Love in the Time of Cholera shows how love can make people do crazy things. I also think society has always restricted love affairs, which somehow makes them more attractive even if they were not attractive to begin with. The same is true of Lorca. In his case, his homosexuality created the automatic situation of forbidden love. Whether it is heterosexual or homosexual, the theme of forbidden love has always intrigued me.

How much can you self-expose in poems...
As far as self-exposure, I think all writing is self-exposure. This doesn’t mean that the things in my poems or stories actually happened. Sometimes the facts must be distorted in order to tell the truth. I want my poems and stories to be true to the emotion rather than true to the facts.

How does your poetry deal with the political?
All language is political. The choices we make in using language reveal our attitudes, beliefs, and politics. Many of my poems explore love and lust with the female narrator as object rather than subject. By deconstructing the usual gender roles, I am making a political statement. I think much of the injustice in the world stems from sexism. Though women are much freer in the United States and in Europe than they are in other place in the world, women are still repressed. Our media is full of images of sexually liberated women, but real women are still stereotyped and stigmatised; if a woman openly enjoys her sexuality, she is labeled as sexually promiscuous or even called names such as a slut or whore. Men, on the other hand, are congratulated for sexual prowess. Certainly it is more complicated than this, and my poems attempt to explore the feelings of shame and guilt associated with sexual freedom in a restraining society, especially for women.

How is your poetry related to your activism?
I am currently finishing a doctorate program in Literature and the Environment at the University of Nevada, Reno, and my dissertation explores the connection between the oppression of women and nature. Likewise, some of my poems explore the repression of both women and nature. My poem “The Falling Sky” ponders a post-apocalyptic world where the female narrator is not allowed into traditionally “male” space even though the sky is literally falling. I hope that my scholarship and my poems will prompt my audience to question our treatment of both women and nature.

Tell us something about the state of literature in the US?
This is a hard question for me to answer because I am biased. I am most familiar with American and British literature because of my academic training. So I would say yes, American literature is up to the international standard. The other difficult part of this question is that when I read international writers, I am reading works in translation; while there are some very good translations out there, it is never the same as reading the work in the original language. As for the “masters,” I think that many of the multicultural writers have established a voice in the US. Writers such as Toni Morrison, Amy Tan, Maya Angelou, Sandra Cisneros, and Maxine Hong Kingston have shown us that there are lots of ways of being American. As far as poetry goes, I think there has been a recent trend in poetry that is intellectual and even verging on the esoteric side. Nathaniel Mackey recently won the National Book Award for his collection Splay Anthem. His poems are rich in sensual image but also very difficult and very experimental. It is hard to say because the pendulum is always swinging from difficult lyrical poetry to grounded narrative poetry. I admire both, though my own work tends to the narrative.

There's a lot of resentment against the US abroad. What's your take on this?

Every time I travel outside of the US, I am reminded that people hate the US government but not necessarily the American people, a fact for which I am grateful. First off, I was and am against the attacks of Afghanistan and Iraq. I also think our current administration is to blame. Even the Republicans are now calling Rumsfeld the worst Secretary of Defense we have ever had. The polls also indicate that Bush has less than a 40% approval rate. Almost everyone I know is against the war in Iraq. With that said, I can try to explain how the American people could have allowed for this to happen in our supposed 'democracy'. After the attacks of 9/11, the entire country was in shock to the point that whatever Bush did, he could have gotten away with. Also, many people were afraid. Bush and the current administration continually feeds off that fear. Now, though, I think things will turn around. Both the House and the Senate have a Democratic majority for the first time in many years, and hopefully in 2008 we will end up with a Democratic president. I do think a shift in the president will result a dramatic shift in foreign policy.

According to you, what are the reasons behind the US invasion of Iraq?
Some would say that the US has occupied Iraq because we want others to have our freedoms and our way of life, which of course doesn’t work—these imperialistic notions destroy countries and cultures, especially when they are delivered with force. I think the occupation in Iraq has taken place because the USA consumes too much of the world’s resources, and Iraq has a lot of natural resources, namely oil. I think it more accurate to call USA oil-thirsty than to call it bloodthirsty. Many Americans, including myself, are very afraid of what Bush will do next, especially in regard to Iran and North Korea. However, now with a Democratic House and Senate, it isn’t as easy for him to whatever he wants. He is currently calling for the deployment of 21,500 more American troops to Iraq, yet the Senate has thankfully blocked his request.

Generally it is said that after 9\11, America lives with fear. What do you say?
I do think the US lives in fear. I think it is just a matter of time before the US is attacked. Of course the US would call these terrorist attacks but considering the attacks on Iraq, I would just call it the unfortunate consequences of war. I am not sure why it is war when we attack another country and when they attack us, it is called terrorism. Language is powerful, and people believe what they hear. Semantics allows people to do horrible things and smooth it over with euphemisms. The language of fear also creates powerful divides; I am sure many other countries would refer to the American attacks on Iraq as terrorism and their own actions as defense. Everything looks differently depending on your perspective. For this reason, I think it is the job of the poets and writers to expose the falsehoods of language, create awareness, and work toward establishing a common ground.

Would you like to see the coming elections will help correct the course of America?
As I said earlier, I do think it will change. People are holding peace marches and protesting the occupation of Iraq quite loudly. I do not know what the answer is, though. Some of our politicians are calling for an immediate dismissal of all US troops from Iraq. Though leaving Iraq with no infrastructure isn’t the answer either. I don’t know if there is a way for the USA to help Iraq rebuild without violence, but I hope there is. I do think the US owes Iraq much in the way of reparations and aid.

Do you expect a black or woman president in US?

The female candidate we have at the moment up for a Democratic nomination is Hillary Clinton. I am afraid, though, that many people would not vote for her because she is a woman. We still have a lot of sexism in the United States. Barack Obama is a black man who is also in the race for nomination in the Democratic party. I personally think he would have a better chance at the presidency than Hillary Clinton. Many people, however, would disagree. There are both much sexism and racism in certain parts of the United States, especially in the rural areas of the south. I would like to think we are ready for a woman or ethnic minority, but I am not sure if such a candidate would get the votes. I suppose time will tell. Chances are that either Clinton or Obama will be on the ballot in 2008.

How do people view the present administration?
Generally, the American people are dissatisfied with the government. Dissatisfied is probably not even a strong enough word. Most people are disgusted; this is evident in the 35% approval rating of the president.

To get back to your writing, what are you working on now?

My collection of poetry Nothing to You will be published from Pecan Grove Press this year. I am also working on a memoir about women and hiking that will be ready for publication late next year. In addition to my creative works, I am finishing my dissertation, which will hopefully evolve into a book, on the intersections of Gothic and Pastoral literature entitled The EcoGothic: Pastoral Ideologies and The Gendered Gothic Landscape.

If you were not a writer, then what would you have been?

As long as I can pick up a pen, I will be a writer. I don’t think writers are defined by publication records. A writer is someone who writes. Most people cannot support themselves thorough their writing. Most writers teach like I do or find some other way to support themselves. If I could have been anything else besides teacher and writer, I would have been a rock star, though that is pure fantasyland since I have a terrible voice and I don’t dance all that well either!

Tehelka
Posted on February 15, 2008